You don't give up that's why I love you

(written on 13th May 2006, lodhi colony)

You have been playing!
O' Lord?
Why do you play?
Am I not too insignificant for you?
To play with.

Your constant purification
Of my stained soul
In this dry hot summer.

I must have been a fool
Not to understand
Your passionate lust for me
But

The (my unquestioned) faith
On you shakes at these times
Yet making me feel unique
Making me feel complete
Without you!

My questions don't shake your faith
Do they?
I know, they don't.

Seasoned players like you.
Playing both sides
Mother are you?
Oh no!
Father you are
Is not it?

You never give up
And want it that way
Always.

So why expect from me?